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MY JOURNEY WITHOUT HANNAH

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BAD MOMMY MOMENT
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Jun 14, 2010 04:52pm (EST)
So last Thursday I had my first bad mommy moment. Kaden was home during the day because he had a fever and couldn't go to daycare. I put him in his highchair so I could give him tylenol. I gave him the tylenol then went to rinse off the dropper. Well I didn't make sure the high chair tray was latched and bam! Kaden goes tumbling out of the high chair He was SCREAMING. He landed right on top of the high chair tray which was upside down so all the edges were up. So now he has a nice bruise across his cheek. My dad called him scareface I was trying to get him calmed down and felt so guilty so of course I started crying. Ryan was at home but in bed so didn't see it all unfold. He saw the aftermath with both Kaden and I with our puffy, teary eyes. Thank goodness he was ok and all he has is a bruise. I watched him like a hawk all day. Poor little guy had a bad day, didn't feel good b/c of his fever then he has a fall. I felt soooooo bad. He seems to have forgiven me and is back to his old self.
Now we just need to get him through teething. He has 4 coming in a one time. He just can't seem to catch a break.
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Posted by Shelleylmu | Comments: (4) | Permalink
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NO MORE PREVIA!
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Jun 08, 2010 07:00pm (EST)
I had a visit with my peri last week and I officially don't have placenta previa anymore. Still a low lying placenta but I'm glad the previa corrected itself.
Not much going on in our world. Kaden is still growing and changing daily. He's getting so independent - I think it's about time to let him try to eat himself with the spoon. It'll be messy but I think it's time.
We have Hannah's urn on the mantel in the living room and it seems like Kaden has really started to notice it more. Whenever I'm holding him near it he reaches out for it. It's like he just wants to say hi to his big sissy. It's really sweet. I know I have some time before he'll understand but I try to think about how I will tell him about his big sister. I'm hoping it just comes to me when the time is right. Time will tell.
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Posted by Shelleylmu | Comments: (4) | Permalink
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9 MONTHS
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Apr 26, 2010 03:11pm (EST)
I can't believe my baby boy is 9 months old! He had his well baby visit today and everything is perfect, which is always nice to hear. He's 29.25 inches tall and 21.3lbs. Still our big guy but his growth rate has slowed down a bit, he's not in the 80th and 90th percentile like he used to be. We've started thinking about his 1st bday party, oh lord he's almost 1, geesch! Of course what we are talking about doing really costs more than we should spend for a 1 year old bday that he won't even remember. Not a whole lot going on, I just realized it had been over a month since I posted. Our MFB is next weekend, right now they are calling for rain - I really, really hope this is one of those times where the weatherman is wrong. We are SO close to our fundraising goal, I think we'll definitely end up making it. Quick pet peeve - I love that people sign up to walk with us, but how about making a donation! Only about 1/2 of our team does any significant fundraising. Not sure what to do about that, but that's a worry for next year I suppose.
I've attached a couple updated pics of our cutie Kaden.
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Posted by Shelleylmu | Comments: (4) | Permalink
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IT'S A BOY!
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Mar 22, 2010 11:27am (EST)
So we found out last week that we are having another boy! I wasn't expecting to be able to even find out. I don't think I mentioned this before but my first u/s at 8 weeks showed a complete placenta previa. So we were back at 14 weeks to get another u/s to check that. It's still a partial previa but there has been definite movement so that's good. Another pregnancy, another complication... But anyway I asked the u/s tech if there was any chance we'd be able to find out the gender of the baby. She didn't think so but checked anyway and voila! very obvious we are having a boy. I'll admit that a streak of disappointment went through me. I was psyching myself out, trying to make up signs that I was having my little girl, I had convinced myself. But not to be. It's still hard but I'm accepting I'm going to be outnumbered by 3. It's hard to be to disappointed considering how awesome Kaden is.
I'm sitting in the airport right now getting ready to travel for work and I already miss him. I'm only going to be gone for 1 day but kind of feels like forever. I have to do this 3 weeks in a row. Fly out on Monday, come back late,late on Tuesday. What a pain.
But anyway, back to my pregnancy. Ryan and I had discussed, or more like I told him that if we didn't have a girl this time I wanted to try one more time. So for at least right now I think I have another pregnancy in my future. Who knows we could end up being one of those families with like 8 kids, all boys Probably not, but I really, really, really hope we end up having a little girl. Hannah has an great little brother but she needs a little sister too. Or maybe I just need it. Not sure.
So I'll be getting another u/s in a month with a peri to check the progress of the previa and all the measurements and stuff. My doc wants me to see the peri not only because of the previa but because of my history as well. I'm SOOOOO glad I found this doctor. I absolutely love her!
Until next time - I hope everyone has a great week!
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