Black Hole

I lost 2 at 27 weeks. They both survived for matter or hours, but knowing you arent coming home with them makes it even worse. But for me, the worse is when I lost my 2nd one, a week later I found out my sister was pregnant and I just couldnt be near her. Just certain memories were so hard and how happy she was, I couldnt take that away from her. I now have 8 year old twins (which were also born at 27 weeks) and it was the hardest thing to find out when I was pregnant, the not knowing was the hardest thing ever. I never got attached in the beginning, until I found out that they would be okay. Time heals all, but the memory will be there. Just remember, everything happens for a reason, just sometime, we cant seem to figure out the reason. I am VERY sorry.. Really, I know what you are all going thru. Hugs and Kissses...

Yes, going home with an empty belly, and empty arms is the worst. I remember feeling so alone walking out those doors. Thank you for telling me a little of your story, it gives me hope to hear other success stories for subsequent pregnancies! Today is a better day, my heart isn't so heavy today.