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bradleytyler - 11:43am May 29, 2012 EST

On May 16, 2012 I went for my normal 20 week check-up just to find out that there was no heart beat or fetal movement, my precious baby boy had been called to Heaven, I ended up delivering him the next day and leaving the hospital without him was the hardest thing I have ever had to do =( The hospital sent us home with a beautiful box with his hat, name braclets, and some pictures they had taken of him, and now thats all I have to hold on to. I miss my baby boy more and more every day, and just wish I had the chance to have a full-term pregnancy and watch him grow-up, but I know he is in Heaven with the rest of the angels, and God will take good care of him <3 RIP BRADLEY T MONTFORT WE LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH

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bradleytyler - Jun 15, 2012 7:06 pm (#7 Total: 8)

Hello Moms,
Sunday will make a month that my precious baby boy was called to Heaven to be an Angel =( though things have gotten a little easier its still very very sad, having 2 others kids, a wonderful husband, and 2 dogs has helped me stay busy and keep my mind off of things, I feel like I am moving on without him and I almost feel guilty for it, but I have to move on for the sake of my kids, as much as I would like to sit in my room and just cry all day I cant =( I have been going out to the stores, spending time with people, and going to different events and I have found myself laughing and smiling again, BUT SOMETIMES I JUST FEEL GUILTY and I dont know if this is normal and apart of the healing proc or not. I MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY AND THINK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME, I got window decals for our cars so he goes with me everywhere and I also got a personailzed stepping stone and put it in our flower bed, our daughter likes to put flowers on it, also to help I have set free some balloons with messages from all of us to my angel baby. RIP BRADLEY WE ALL LOVE AND MISS YOU <3

Akeelah's Mommy - Jun 17, 2012 2:14 am (#8 Total: 8)

A moment in our arms, a lifetime in our hearts.

Keeping you in my thoughts... passing milestone days is so difficult, and a bittersweet reminder of our love and our longing for our lil' ones.

Lauren

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