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MY ANGEL LOVE
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HELP WANTED
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Jun 24, 2011 02:57pm (EST)
I'll say it again.....HELP WANTED!!!! 
As most of you know, Share is a site that it run by volunteers and new volunteers are always welcome!!
We all remember those early days of preemie life, NICU days, and for some-- heartbreak. Some of us are now exploring uncharted territory with older children. No matter what age group your child falls into, your "expertise" regarding your own situation is helpful to others.
If you're thankful for Share and the understanding that you found here, please consider being a volunteer! The Community Blog http://www.shareyourstory.org/webx/Share%20Home/Community%20Center/The%20Share%20Community%20Blog/ as well as the Home Page have contact information for you to do just that!
I look forward to new volunteers helping to make Share the best site ever!! You won't be sorry!!
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Posted by Angel Love | Comments: (3) | Permalink
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BUSY SCHEDULES AND MORE TO COME
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Jun 15, 2011 01:20am (EST)
I can't tell you how FULL my little brain has been lately. I have always heard the brain described as a "filing cabinet" that has specific files to hold all of your knowledge. These files are there when you need them and are all well organized.
I'm pretty sure that my file cabinet has tipped over and all of the files are laying in a heap all mixed together and unorganized now! 
My Master's program is almost over which means that final papers, capstones, and presentations are due in the next two weeks. For this....I haven't even procrastinated as usual, but there's NO down time at all. I am required to present work samples with some of these assignments, which are all packed away in boxes at another elementary school. Not helpful at all when we've been asked to stay out of the building until the end of July. I'm sure it'll all work out, but not as easily as walking to a shelf and picking it up!
Father's Day is coming up. My dad has specifically pointed out what he wanted "if" I was planning to get him something. (Why do dads think that we're not???) He points it out every time I go to that particular store with him....sooo...that gift is taken care of. However, Ansley's dad is another story. Is it my place, no, but Ansley loves her dad tons and he's a good daddy so we'll go exploring the mens' department this week to find the right thing for her to give her dad.
Now....deep breath.....the birthday! My babies are almost EIGHT! WHAT???? 
That means that we also have to plan a birthday party, get a gift (that won't break the bank), order a cake, get the decorations, order Taylor's flower arrangement.....so much to do, so little time!!
For those who didn't read an earlier blog, my most important presentation...the capstone of the entire program is scheduled for June 27th which is Taylor's death date.  I don't cry every time I say it now, but I do still get that knot in my stomach and it occupies room in my brain.
So.....if any of you have any wonderful ideas on how to clear your brain and still get things accomplished in "crunch time", please let me know!!
Like I said....so much to do, so little time.....(and I'm using that time on Share!!   )
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Posted by Angel Love | Comments: (7) | Permalink
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PRECIOUS MEMORIES
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Jun 05, 2011 09:28pm (EST)
Today, is my grandmother's birthday! She would've been 92 if she were still with us here on earth.
There are so many days when I miss her like crazy, and even almost 6 years later, I still find myself wanting to call her to talk. To me, that's the sign of a special woman!!
Grandmama had many grandchildren, great grandchildren, and great great grandchildren, and I never remember a time when she wasn't fair to any of us. The day that she died, I remember several of my cousins saying that she wanted to be fair to Taylor too, and now she's in Heaven playing with her. (spoiling her!!)
I find comfort in that picture.....both of my grandmothers have since passed and I can picture my little girl taking their hand and "showing them around" the streets of Heaven as they enter the gates.
June is month of memories for me....for today, they're sweet memories of my Grandmama!
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Posted by Angel Love | Comments: (5) | Permalink
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PICKED UP
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Jun 02, 2011 02:21am (EST)
No, not like that......
My Share friends have onces again surrounded me when I needed it most. Last week, I received the news of school transfer. This transfer means much, much more than just a new faculty and staff.....most of which I don't want to get into on this blog, but my heart is still so heavy with this change.
In the midst of the news, I was suppose to be going to New York to meet with James and Jackie regarding some things about Share. New York is the last place that I wanted to be....I wanted to curl up in my bed and cry instead, but my email started filling up and each one from a different Share friend who just wanted me to know that I was in their thoughts. Did it change the news?? NOPE, but it helps to know that others are with you when things just suck!
I got on a plane when my old classroom was not even close to being ready to move, and headed to NY. I was greeted with a hug by Jackie first thing and soon afterwards, James. My idea was to live for 4 days in this "foreign land" and forget about what was happening in my small town life. It was just what I needed...
A short time after landing, I was face to face (or face to feet) with James' adorable boys and was learning about every character from Super Why. Seriously, these two are absolutely amazing!!
The following day Jackie and I were reunited with some SU friends who are on staff at the MOD office. Let me tell you that they're working hard on making all of the websites for March of Dimes better for everyone....including us, however this all takes time.....and tons of BRAIN POWER!! Again, thank you Judy, Michelle, and Liza for all that you do!!
From White Plains, we headed to Manhattan! Along the way, we find out that it's Fleet Week.....Marines and Sailors everywhere!!! That makes any city look great! After walking a million miles, Jackie and I only saw half the city before meeting up with Jessica, her hubby and the beautiful Maddie for lunch! It took all of 2 minutes for Keith to comment about my accent, but hey---that's how it goes.
I will spare you the ticky details of our trip, but know that being in a city that I've only seen on TV and hanging out with friends that I met because my daughters were born early helped to focus my overwelmed brain in a different direction. I definately needed that....even though reality was only a plane ride back.
It sounds like I'm saying this with every post, but THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU for being a group of friends that are there for me whether it's a situation with Ansley or a situation with me. You'll never know how much that means to me.
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Posted by Angel Love | Comments: (9) | Permalink
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TO TOP IT ALL OFF....
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May 24, 2011 09:59pm (EST)
......I'm having to transfer to another elementary school....NOT by choice! I'm SO upset about this!!!
The school is a good school and has a great faculty and staff, but Ansley does NOT need another change in her life right now and I've fought to keep things steady for her and now this.....
I've cried all day long and don't know how I'm suppose to deal with this. I feel like, yet again, something is happening to me---to add to the long, long list of what's already happened. My heart is sooo...heavy right now!
Please pray that there will be someone to come forward and volunteer to go to this school in my place.
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Posted by Angel Love | Comments: (9) | Permalink
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UNBELIEVABLE
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May 19, 2011 02:35am (EST)
Several things have happened in my life or community lately that can only be labeled as "unbelievable". Some are good and some, not so good.
Ansley has 2 more days of school. She's super excited that her school year is done, but with that comes the pain in my stomach that reminds me that she's going to be in 3rd grade next year!!!! When did that happen?? It's "unbelievable" how fast time is passing.....
My county has been hit hard with the economic down turn. The federal and state governments continue to cut budgets and with that comes more and more cuts to education. We're required to do more with less, but nobody sees that when they've never worked in a school system. Last week we found out that after months of long, long meetings and tears, the board voted on several changes for our school system. We'll be working 4-day weeks, have no local supplement, and 10 furlough days next year. On top of that....25 people in the system will not be offered a contract for next school year. Unbelievable! My hearts go out to the families who were affected by these cuts. I just can't imagine.
I will be finishing my Master's program at the end of June. The final project/class is the Capstone. The Capstone consist of a paper, a notebook, and a presentation to share with the class and the professors on the panel how much I've learned during the courses. It's a pass/fail mission. Easy, right?? Think again---the presentation date is June 27th. (Taylor's death date)---UNBELIEVABLE!!!! It's one thing when I can choose what I do on that day, but to know that I have to do this is a bit overwelming at the time. Deep breath in........
Needless to say, after all of these things happening my brain is a bit "busy". It's hard to concentrate on one thing for long because there's so much going on in there.
Hugs to you all, and I hope that you all have an "unbelievable" rest of the week and weekend!!
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M4B AND MOTHER'S DAY 2011
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May 10, 2011 01:04am (EST)
For those of you who don't know, I live in a very small town. You know, like everybody knows everybody....and everything (or so they think). Our March for Babies participation has fluctuated through the years and has taken a hit with the economy like everything else. This year, we decided to try a new day and new format to see how it would work for our community.
I'm happy to report that it worked great!!! Yes, we did our walk on a Friday night, but it went very well! Families wanted "something to do" together and came out to walk with us!! The weather was great, and our counties met our goal!!!  This year, I had taken more of a "follower" roll and allowed my rep and the revenue chair to make some decisions, and it really worked well for us!! Thanks Andi and Jennifer!!! 
Now for Mother's Day--------
It's still hard..... I remember how happy I was on Mother's Day 2003. My belly was big and round and both girls were happily playing inside. Two weeks later, I was admitted to the hosptial where I would live for the next 6 weeks until their arrival. I would never have another Mother's Day with both girls alive.
On Saturday we took my mom out to eat and yesterday Ansley and I went to church and spent some time enjoying the beautiful weather at home. It was a day that was needed....just a quiet day.
I did get some pretty amazing gifts though! Ansley "bought" (with my mom's money) a hanging basket and another plant for me. I love flowers and enjoying "diddling" with them in the yard when I'm home so I was super excited to add to my mini collection. My BEST gift was what Ansley taught herself during the M4B walk ......
SHE TAUGHT HERSELF TO RIDE A BIKE!!!!!!
Don't get me wrong...I've tried for several years now to teach her to ride a bike. (without training wheels) She's an analyzer and would sit forever on that bike worrying about what might happen if she fell or didn't put her feet down. I do mean "forever!!" On Friday, she wanted to know why my nephew had his bike at the walk and why she couldn't have hers. I simply said, "Because you don't know how to ride yours yet." That's all it took! She "threw" my nephew off of his and the next thing I knew, she was riding across the field ALL BY HERSELF!!!!
Seriously, I was screaming and jumping up and down like someone had just given me a million dollars!!! My baby was riding her bike!!!! She thinks I'm crazy because I made such a big deal out of it, but hey---I think it's awesome that she's conquered her fears and just started pedaling!!! It was a gift that she could've never planned and it was perfect!!
I hope that all of you were able to remember and honor your child/children in a special way, whether it was a quiet day that included some tears or a day full of laughter. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!
T
Pics will be next time......
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Posted by Angel Love | Comments: (8) | Permalink
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EASTER SUNDAY
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Apr 25, 2011 01:33am (EST)
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!!!
Easter Sunday....It means something different to everyone. To me it means a gift that is unbelievable....one that can never be repeated and never be taken away.
I often times think about how much I LOVE Ansley! Sometimes, it "hurts" because I want everything for her and can't give it all to her. I want to protect her from every harm and heartbreak, but I can't....therefore it "hurts". I hurt when she hurts, I'm sad when she's sad....I could go on and on. I say this to bring the conversation back to what Easter Sunday is all about....
God gave His ONLY son to come to earth and face all of the sadness, hurt, pain, grief, etc. that we all feel and then He was led to the cross for nothing. He was beaten, tortured, mocked, etc. for no earthly reason. At any time, God could've said, "That's my son and you're not worth it." and saved him from all of those things. He could've gone back to Heaven and never had to deal with anything, but God didn't do that. He allowed His son to go through all of that so that I have an opportunity to live an eternal life in Heaven. He literally had to turn his back on his son for me.
I've lost a daughter, I know the pain of letting her go. I can't imagine how much He has to love me to give his Son for ME. I'm so undeserving and what an unbelievable gift!!!
Our Easter included family and friends, egg hunts, and cookouts....naps and of course, school work. I hope that all of you had a wonderful Easter and took the time to think of the unbelievable gift that was given for you and the One who rose again on the third day!!
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Posted by Angel Love | Comments: (5) | Permalink
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AAAAHHHHHHHH........
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Apr 21, 2011 08:37pm (EST)
That's the sound of a teacher after CRCT testing and a week with a full moon!! 
Seriously, the schedule for the last two weeks has been crazy due to the testing. Students needed those last minute refreshers, but yet also needed time to just relax. That concept is hard for 4th graders to grasp though.... No schedule means chaos in their little brains and chaos means NOISE!
Yesterday we finished the last of the "dreaded" CRCT and today was the last day of school for the week....which means parties for Easter/CRCT Celebration. Needless to say, I'm so happy that I'm off tomorrow and the students won't return until Tuesday!
Why is this typed here??? I don't know, but it's too long to just delete now so if I don't show up much this weekend....you'll understand why! 
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