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Peasinapod

May 2008

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ALMOST 1/2 WAY!

May 12, 2008 06:42pm (EST)

I'll be 20 weeks this Wednesday and I'm thrilled. I've already made it 6 more weeks without bedrest than I did last time. I feel that it might be around the corner, but I don't care. I've already been sitting at work as much as possible after my doctor said to take it as easy as possible. When I get home I lie on the couch and listen to the kids playing outside. It's rather bittersweet. I want to be out there with them, but there is no better excuse than taking care of my unborn child to get some alone time.

The spotting is still here and the pressure is too. I'm just hoping it's nothing more than doing too much and that it goes away as soon as I'm off work so I can enjoy my summer a bit more.

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WHAT'S GOING ON???

May 08, 2008 05:46pm (EST)

Well, things have been fantastic! And I mean better than either of my first two pregnancies. I was starting to feel like things were going to go perfectly, but always a little concerned that something might happen.

Well, we had a great weekend with the kids' party and our walk. I was literally on my feet all day Sunday.
Monday, I went to work and felt ok, but I had some brown spotting, so I went home and rested. I didn't call the doctor because I figured I was fine. I was right. I felt better after a some rest that afternoon and went back to on Tuesday. All was well all day. Wednesday I started feeling the ache that I know all too well. I tried to sit down, but I found more of the brown spotting. I stuck it out the rest of the day by sitting as much as possible. I called my OB after work and they sent me to the hospital. I was a little surprised by this, but I went expecting an hour stay. I was there from 4:45 to 9 pm on Wednesday. They visually checked my cerclage and it is in place and looked tight. My cervix is closed and thick according the the OB that checked me out. I got an ultrasound to measure cervical length. It was 3.5 without pressure which is good. The baby had the cord between it's legs, so the u/s tech said if she had to guess it would be a girl, but I'll hold out and hope that at my u/s in week and a half we can see a little better. I finally came home and have felt pretty good since. I don't know what it is that happening, but based on my experiences with both my kids I would say I'm starting to funnel with pressure.
I go to the doctor tomorrow for a follow up and I assume we'll discuss what to do about work for the next two weeks. I just want to know this baby is ok...I hate this feeling.

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THE BEGINNING OF TROUBLE?

Apr 15, 2008 06:25am (EST)

After my cerclage I felt GREAT! It was amazing considering how bad I felt after the last one. I felt like a million bucks within 48 hours. I went back to normal activities and was thrilled. Then, on Thursday last week I had some spotting...the red kind which is typically not a good thing with a cerclage. It was very little and not often and by Sunday it cleared up. I planned to call my OB yesterday. Then, while at work I started feeling pressure and having lots of tightening...I started to get a little worried. Luckily, I was able to lie down and relax and I started to feel better. The pressure lessened and the contractions went away. AFter 45 minutes I got up and the doctor's office finally called me back. They decided I should go home and rest and maybe take the week off. However, I'm feeling fine now so as long as today goes ok I'm thinking I might go back tomorrow. I don't want to do anything to jeopardize this little one, but at the same time I don't want to miss a bunch of work if it isn't necessary.

I just hope this is a one time occurrence and not the beginning of a problem-filled pregnancy like both my others were...

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ALL STITCHED UP

Apr 06, 2008 07:57pm (EST)

I blogged right after my cerclage, but it's not here. I just noticed...

Everything went as well as can be expected. Strong heartbeat before and after and I was a fingertip dilated. It still blows me away knowing I'm dilated at only 14 weeks. My doctor said she's not worried about it because it was the same with Will and things are actually somewhat better this time considering I'm not spotting or cramping or funneling that we know of. So, I'm staying positive.

I didn't move for a couple of days but Will's birthday was on Saturday. My sweet boy is 2! It's hard to believe that exactly 2 years ago this past Thursday I had a cerclage removed and now I have another one...amazing how things unexpectedly happen.

For Will's birthday I didn't take it easy. We were up and going by 9...early for us to get out of the house on a Saturday. Will had a great day I think and I know I did. I can't stop kissing his sweet head knowing how lucky I am to have him here with me and embarking on this journey again. He gives me hope and peace of mind that this pregnancy will be a long one. He is such a dare devil and wild little thing with a smile on his face that melts my heart every time I see it no matter how mischievous he's being when he flashes it my way.

Back to the doctor tomorrow for a post-op check up...hope all is still well.

Kristyn

Oh a funny comment from my soon to be 4 year old...I was explaining I needed to go to the hospital for my cerclage to help the baby stay inside to Skylar...she looked at me and said, "Why didn't they do that for me?" I explained that we don't even know if that's why she came early and she quickly smiled and was on her way...the things she comes up with!

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TOMORROW

Apr 01, 2008 04:30pm (EST)

Today I wrote the date and it hit me that tomorrow is my cerclge...I'm so excited to be getting it, but at the same time I'm so nervous. I know I've done this before and I know we had a great outcome. It's just that time it was unexpected...I don't tend to be a very good planner, so knowing things like this make me kind of crazy. I talked with my OB yesterday after hearing my precious baby's heartbeat I felt so much better. She said we'll only do terbutiline (sp) before my procedure it I'm cramping or showing anything on the monitor. She put me on antibiotics yesterday since we're still not 100% sure what caused Sky's prematurity. My doctor is so optimistic and upbeat about the whole thing that it helps put me at ease. I'm still incredibly nervous about going back to work on Monday, but I have a teacher's aide that is helpful and understanding so hopefully that will help me relax too.
Well, I hope to report everything went well as soon as I can...Last time she ordered 48 hours strict bedrest after my cerclage, but things seem different this time since I'm not having any problems so far.

Kristyn

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CERCLAGE SCHEDULED

Mar 11, 2008 04:29pm (EST)

Well, my cerclage is scheduled for April 2...it really freaked me out to hear that. It's not like I didn't know it was coming, but it made it real again. I'm just glad the date is set and I know that I'll be at home on the couch after that. It makes me feel better that we have the plan...I just hope it all goes well.

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CONGRATS...IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?

Mar 09, 2008 06:34pm (EST)

Well, we told more family members about the baby this weekend. We know it's still kind of early, but for us to keep it quiet this long is a huge accomplishment for us. As many of you might know, my parents were not so supportive at first, but they're coming around. We told my aunt this weekend and she said, "WHAT!?". Of course, I was kind of pi$$ed. My DH said, "Congrats you're going to be an aunt, again"...funny we keep telling people in our family congrats, but they're not really saying that to us. I know people are worried, but can't they say they're happy for us, too. However, one of my aunts was very thrilled and my grandma asked if we were happy, then said she was happy, too. I guess I understand, but I think I would at least try to not be so rude about it. Still other members to tell and they're the last to know because I'm not sure how they'll react...I feel like sending out a card with a picture in it.

On the cute side, Skylar is making pajamas for the baby with Kleenex and string every chance she gets...too cute. She is going to be over waiting for it to come pretty soon.

Night,
Kris

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10 WEEKS

Mar 07, 2008 02:35pm (EST)

I had my first ultrasound today (I'll post later) and the baby had a strong heartbeat, which was great news. My cervix was 3.8 cm which was just as great to hear. My cerclage will be in about 3 1/2 weeks when I'm 13 1/2 weeks. She said we have to wait until my first trimester is over, so I'm waiting. I'm also bummed that I won't be returning to work after it, but relieved to not have to feel that pressure of working and not know what is going on. Plus, she said no to extra ultrasounds, so I don't really want to work anyway. Financially this is going to be tricky, but I really trust that it will work out and be ok.

I feel so much better after seeing the baby and hearing his/her precious little heart.

We told Skylar and Will today. Sky was so excited she started smiling and laughing and kissing my tummy. Of course, Will was throwing a fit because he didn't get a nap and could of cared less. She knew immediately it was a baby when I showed her the picture of the ultrasound and then, DH asked whose baby it was. She said a friend of mine that just had a baby. Then, DH pointed to me and she was thrilled.

Well, I just wanted to post the news...more soon.

Kris

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YUCKY DAY

Feb 12, 2008 08:37am (EST)

Ugh, I'm sick and feel horrible...I'm going to the doctor at 2:45. I actually stayed home from work which is something I rarely do.

The weather is disgusting, but I am more disappointed that we didn't get the snow they called for again!

I told my boss yesterday that I'm pregnant. I hate to tell so early, but I have to give her time to find a sub for me. I talked about an alternative work schedule, so we'll see if my doctor agrees to that. I sure hope so because I hate the idea of being on the couch for 6 straight months again. However, I'm also petrified of working because I have no idea how my body will react to being verticle most of the time. It would be nice to be like a "normal" pregnant woman, but I don't want to risk my baby's life. We'll have to wait and see in a few weeks what the ultrasound says. If I'm not dilated or funneled, then maybe I'll feel better about it. I also want to see if my doctor will get me more ultrasounds...every 2 weeks or something would be nice at first until later. I only have about 10 weeks of work left until summer break after the cerclage, so maybe it'll work out...we'll see...I keep saying that!

Going to log off before I talk myself into any more circles.

Kristyn

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6 WEEK APPT.

Feb 08, 2008 04:17pm (EST)

I went in today...it was nice to get confirmation and to know there is a plan in place.

It starts with an u/s at 10 weeks to make sure things are normal and check my cervix. Then, I'll see the doctor right after my appointment. The NP told me to expect to have my cerclage at 12 weeks...I'm thrilled they're doing it early, but that's only 6 more weeks! I would love to keep working, but I know my husband isn't going to go for that. We'll see.

When I arrived the "girl" she looked like she was 12 took me back..she was very nice and very polite, but she was so impersonal and I started getting nervous. I could feel my heart pounding...my BP was 134/72...I've never known it to be higher that 118/62, so I freaked out, but quickly realized it's just nerves. Then, I went to pee in the cup and I'm faced with a woman in obvious labor and obviously not full term. Her husband was walking behind her and they both looked freaked out. I heard a nurse/staff comment with a very sad expression that she still had 2 1/2 months to go...I opened the bathroom door and burst into tears. It was heartbreaking to see someone in that situation and have all of my own emotions rush back to me and know that could so easily be me again. I finally got control and was able to take care of business.

The appointment went well. I was nervous to have the pap smear, but the NP quickly put my fears to rest as she was so confident and informative. It was done and we discussed what I can/can't do...already restrictions at 6 weeks, but worth it. She said I feel like I'm 6 weeks, so that is nice to hear since I've been worried with a lack of symptoms.

Kristyn

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