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GOOD DAY!!!!
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Aug 08, 2006 07:04pm (EST)
O'Shea caught a little infection on this past Saturday, so they stopped his feeding and gave him fluids and antibiotics, well today he finally got to eat and he was so happy, he sucked that bottle down so fast. They are giving him a bottle on every other feeding, and as of tonight he weighs 3lbs 10.6 oz. I'm so proud of him and I can't wait for him to come home. It was a very good day and night for the both of us.
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Posted by o'sheasmommie | Comments: (6) | Permalink
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MY FIRST BLOG
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Aug 07, 2006 10:54pm (EST)
Hello, my name is Jacquetta Montgomery. I call my blog "My second chance", because I feel like I have been given a second chance with having my second baby. I was 22 when I lost my first child. I ws so excited. I did everything I was suppose to do and got plenty of sleep. I went to my checkups like I was suppose to and listened to the dr. On June 27,2005 I took a trip up north, that night I felt wet and didn't understand what was going on, it was like a gush of fluid, but by this being my first child I didn't know it was my water. I went to the emergency room and thats when I was told that I was not going ot be able to keep my baby. I was 19 weeks pregnant and couldn't beleive that I was about to say good bye to my first son. I cried and cried (I'm crying now while typing this,even though its been a year). All I could think of is "Lord what did I do wrong" "why me" "why take my son from me". On June 28th 2005 at 6:00 am I had a baby boy. They cleaned him up and let me see him and tell him good bye. i still remember it as though it was yesterday. When I came back home, I felt like I came home empty handed. I was in so much pain and nobody could help me.
January 8th 2006
I realized that my period did come on, so of course i took a pregnancy test, and to my suprise it came up positve. i didn't beleive it so I took another and it was positive, then i went to the dr and that test came up positive. I was sooo happy, but also concerned I didn't want the same thing to happen all over again. I couldn't go through that pain again. My friend recommened a great dr who told me that i had a incompintent cervix. Thank god he caught it early, before my cervix thinned out too much. I started go to the Dr every 2 weeks then i was put in the hospital to get a cerclage put in to hold my cervix together. then I started going to the Dr every week. On May 30th my dr did a ultrasound and realized that my cervix had almost completely thinned out, so to the hospital i went. I stayed in the hospital until june 25th 2006, thats when my son was born at 27weeks at 704am weighing 2lbs 1 oz. I was so scared for him, he was so small and fragile, but he came out fighting so my mom said not to worry he is a fighter. I left the hospital on june 28th 2006 the 1 year anniversary of my 1st son's death. So I was torn up in pieces, 1 because I was leaving my baby for other people to take care of and I couldn't bring him home, 2 because that date brought back the tears and the heartache of losing Micheal(my first son).
August 8th 2006
Today my son weighing 3lbs 9oz's and is doing fine. of course he has gotten an infection, like all preemies. But he has faught them and continues to. he is breathing on his on with no help. He is bottle feeding and emproving everyday. I am happy to see his face and hold him and kiss him everyday. he is my life and i feel whole again. O'Shea can't replace Micheal, but he has helped the pain and the emptyness I had been feeling for this past year.
until tomorrow............
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