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SHARE UNION
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Oct 05, 2009 10:02am (EST)
I can't wait until share this year. I need to give out hugs to many of you! Thank you for the advice and letting me pour my heart out when I needed to. What would I do with out this site?
My Sister in law has just become ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE...you know the ones. They are the women and men who have full term babies and want to to forget that yours were early. It took her 3 years but she became one.
I was complaing about the kids school and how I feel that the are not going to learn anything because they are in a special ed calss and all they need is therapy and I freakes out about the swin flu she said,"Well when are you and Charlie going to realize that your kids are not preemies anymore and they are like everyone else?" Yeah she did! So I said fwe will see who is NORMAL when the both of our children come down with the same flu and I can bet you that it will be my kids who land a trip to the hospital while your FULL TERM kids can be sick at home. There fore my kids will always be preemies. Besides the fact that they are both under 30 pounds and if we loose weight it is not good. Then I asked her to leave my home before i really say whats on my mind and we will not ber able to mend our relationship.
So she left and called the next day tosay she was sorry... (I don;t buy it) I just said be happy your kids don't want out at 40 weeks and I hope you never ever have to go through what Charlie and I did haveing kids at 26 weeks and are now to scared to have anymore.
We have not talked in about a week. Finally today she called asking if I was still mad. Im not just looking for her to understand thats all.
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SCHOOL
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Sep 16, 2009 02:40pm (EST)
Well my preemies are off to school. They made me so proud! No one cried and they came home with smiles. They are in an all day program with no nap! ( Bedtime is earlier and so easy) Now we have started going on a school bus! I drove behind the bus and cried all the way! They are so big! I have put James in Little Ninja's and Lauren in dance, I feel they need a class apart from each other. James needs me to help him in class he is shy but Master Pete says sby October he should not need me. I sure do hope so.. Lauren was shy at first but went in the class alone for an hour. SO it does happen...sick llittle NICU babies grow up and are OK! Now I had a new set of things to worry about! Pictures to follow!
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Posted by TripletMommy06 | Comments: (6) | Permalink
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KAITLYN'S PLOT
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Sep 03, 2009 08:47pm (EST)
I am so mad! We went two weeks ago to the cemetary and put fake flowers down in the dirt plus we had a one foot tall angel for three years there. if you stood there and looked around we have one of the best looking sites.
Anyway!
We went to visit her yesterday and they took everything away. I screamed and started to cry that the people around me stared to walk towards me. I went to the office to complain and the person who worked there was so heartless. I was crying and he says "Well we have rules" Never a sorry or anything just that it is gone thats that. I am so made this guy says he has worked there for 40 years i called him a HEARTLESS BASTARD lol that made me feel a little better. Poor Charlie felt so bad he doesn't know what to do!
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SCHOOL DAYS
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Aug 21, 2009 07:42am (EST)
Well for some reason I have been very emotional this month, about kaitlyn. I find myself crying everynight. I don't know if it is because James and Lauren are starting school in Sept. or if the topic of more kids is making me upset but I have cried alot this week.
I talked to Charlie about wanting more kids...I sometimes want to try again but then I think about what we went through to have the the first set and I don;t know if i can do it again. The fertility, the hospital visit weekly, the ER visits, the early delivery and what if... Charlie just says no no way i can't do it again and think of the kids. But he doesnt understand how hurt I am. I have always wanted a large family and not being able to have any say over your body sucks! I can't not have babies normally...it kills me. I this normal to feel this way?
I watch my kids and think of kaitlyn and then I hate myself for wanting more kids when I know I can't. I am feeling cheated out of the enjoyment of a NORMAL pregnacy and enjoyment of a new born. I was holding my friends 6 week old baby and thinking to myself this is what it should have been like..I help my 4 month olds like this not my 6 week olds. I don't know I quess i am beating myself up. by now you all think i should go to therapy... I do and it doesn't help they want me to take drugs and i did for a while but I stopped they didnt help .
Thanks for listening to me!
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EYE DOCTOR VISIT
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Aug 01, 2009 08:16am (EST)
Well James has to wear a patch AGAIN...for an hour a day. Well that was not fun he cried for 30 mins when I put it on. I don't think he can really see out of his right eye. i feel so sorry that I have to force this patch on him but I know it is for the best.
Lauren had her first visit since the NICU her eyes are good but she needs surgery to remove a lunp on her lid. The Doctor said it take 2 mins to remove it but she has to be sleeping.
How much more can I take??? So we are scheduled for Aug 31 I will loose 20 pounds by then out of worry. Every speech I give I tell everyone just because we left the NICU it doesn't stop there...3 years later and these to are still battling prematuraty.
THey are strong little fighters! And They have some strong parents!
Have to go james is breaking my heart he has his nose in the cookie he is eating because he can't see it! 
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PREEMIE BABIES 3RD BIRTHDAY
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Jul 19, 2009 07:13pm (EST)
Well today my preemies turned 3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We had a trip to the Bronx Zoo with a group of 20....friends & Family! We started the day with a suprize for MOMMY. As I came back from getting the tickets my husband was handing out little boxes...I had no idea what he was doing until he handed my one abd said," for Kaitlyn". He ordered BUTTERFLIES one for each person. We let them go and two of them are now part of the Buterfly garden at the Zoo. I was so touched we all cried. I didn't know he had it in him! We had a wonderful day and I miss my Angel and wish she was here with us and not in Heaven. Does is get easier? My heart hurts and I don't want August 8th to come. Well is is time for bed I am going to sit in their room for a while like I do every day...Happy Birthday my babies and a kiss to heaven for Kaitlyn!
Pictures to follow!
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