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THE UNPLANNED JOURNEY
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MY STORY, 2 WEEKS LATER.
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Feb 09, 2010 02:56am (EST)
I'm sitting here searching for anything. I had my 2 week check up today after the birth and death of my baby girl Valencia. Its so sad to me because the first entry on the main page of this site that catches my eye is that of another mother of a still born baby who is in the dark on post natal care and what her next steps shld be. I can relate. Today I went to the doctors office I have visited faithfully over the past 7 months with no baby, just me, my boyfriend, and a aching feeling. I hate that place. I hate it because they were spose to be the best, thee high risk doctors of my area. Well today they did exactly what they have done since I stopped feeling my baby move, nothing. We waited in the room over an hour, I broke down crying. The doctor came in immediately rubbed my tummy and asked if I had a pic... I cry now as I think abt this. It jus really hurts me how bad some doctors can be. I told her I didn't have a baby. She sat down finally said oh and asked me how everything had gone with my delivery and told me this wldnt happen agaiin to me. I figure she thght that last line wld be reassuring but it wasn't. She obviously hadn't even looked at my chart and didn't know anything substantial abt my situation. She asked if I had any questions after that, and all I really wanted to kno was what had happened to my little girl and if I was healthy. She told me they didn't have the autopsy report and to CALL THEM in a month. And that's all folks, no exam, no tests, no information. This truly has been the worst experience of my life. I'm just a 21 year old woman, my very first baby, and I have felt so alone thru this whole situation. I kno there is someone out there with a similar story, or experience as mine. I'm starting this blog for yu especially, and for me because these are the stories that need to be heard, and for other mothers so hopefully, I pray yu don't ever have to experience what I have...
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