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MAKENZIE FAITH
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MAKENZIE FAITH
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May 01, 2012 08:23pm (EST)
I am Makenzie Faith's mom. And I am making this blog because my daughter was born 16 weeks early. 1 lb. 11 oz.. very tiny and premature. Her father Jerry is away working. He is a roof salesman an travels a lot. Usually gone for a month at a time.. And he was just called away last night.. He'll be in Kentucky for the next 3 weeks.
Today has been pretty rough, the stress of being away is getting to him and me as well, and we had a fight on the phone this morning. So right now I am missing him, mad at him, and all alone at the hospital.
Makenzie has many health issues, but I am told she is lucky.. She has many issues with her lungs right now, a "PDA", and cant keep her body temp. stable..
The nurses tell me I can hold her when I am ready, but she is just so tiny, that I'm scared... I am doing her oral care, but I'm scared to change her diapers... All the cords and tubes are right there, and you have to be carefull not to pull them, and it looks difficult..
Anyway I am also writing this blog because it is not in my nature to tell people I am having a hard time.. Its my nature to be strong, and hold everything in until i'm alone.. But I am realizing I cant do that forever.. I need to talk to people about everything.. But I think strangers that are going through the same thing would be best. I cant have pitying eyes, or people watching me like a hawk looking for signs of depression..
So feel free to comment and tell me your story too. I would appreciate it a great deal!
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