I'm sorry to hear it's been hard for you to go to work, and that no one at home really understands. I remember feeling that way for a while. It seemed so... meaningless? to try to care about things at work that used to mean a lot. And I would get anxiety attacks sometimes at work, but mostly I'd get them when I'd be out in public and in places with lots of people. I think it's just too much to deal with, on top of all the stress we're already dealing with. I know that's happening with me right now, with Lawrence's first angelversary. I hope it'll get easier for you, it'll just take time. I hope the understanding you find here at Share helps.
KHolley May 30, 2011 05:34pm (EST)
I wish that people were more understanding. This is such a great place to find those people that get it.