Reading this reminds me off all my emotions that I went through, and even now the emotions I still go through sometimes. It's crazy how different we become. And how hard adjusting to life is. Time doesn't heal all wounds...we just learn to live with that wound.
My daughter passed away a year ago & only God knows what a year it has been!! I was numb for about 3 months & when reality caught up w me., it hit me hard. From wanting to die not having a purpose to live all these crazy thoughts & questions. And no one knows what you're going through unless they've been there.
But I know what you're feeling & it does get better with time. & when someone told me this , happiness seemed so far away but that person was right.
Hugs & love
mrsmaxson Jan 29, 2012 03:57pm (EST)
I hope that you are able to find healing both physically and emotionally. Wishing you all the best.
stacyat Jan 29, 2012 09:44pm (EST)
It sounds like you're doing everything you can to cope with the loss of your sweet girl. I'm glad that you are feeling strong and taking steps to be more at peace.
sdherpal Jan 29, 2012 11:39pm (EST)
Thank you for the encouraging words ladies....you all are included in the people that have helped me move along in my grieving process. I am grateful that this site exists *hugs*