Brizzy Baby

garciamaggie89 - 12:54am Aug 13, 2011 EST

My name is maggie, on june 12th,2011 i had my twin girls, brizeida and elayza. they were born at 23 weeks and 6 days. Elayza was sicker than brizeida and she passed away 11 days later of renal failure. I was in so much pain. till not to long ago brizeida was still very sick, but then she started doing well. brizeida was taken off the ventilator and put on the bubble cpap. Today brizeida had a big spell and was put back on the ventilator. she is 32 weeks and 5 days. Im so sad today cause she was doing so well and now i feel like she is never going to come home... im so sad. i miss and love my baby. i only get to see her 3 times a week cause i work and i cant afford not to. its hard to cope and im trying not so hard not to break down but its so hard. i dont know what's going to happen but i pray that she will be ok. i love you brizzy baby.