my angel above named jr

kellyjrt64 - 11:35pm Feb 25, 2012 EST

HELLO MY NAME IS KELLY TORRES I LIVE IN CA IM 19 YEARS OLD AND IM MARRIED FOR 1 YEAR.. SO I WAS PREGNANT FOR 22 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS MY BABY WAS A LITTLE BOY NAMED CHRISTIAN DE JESUS TORRES JR.. MY LIFE RIGHT KNOW IS GOING DOWN I LOST MY SON. HOW WELL ILL TELL YOU.. I WAS 18 WEEKS AND I WENT FOR AN ULTRASOUND TO FIND OUT THE SEX OF MY BABY SO THEY FOUND OUT MY CERVIZ WAS OPEND 1 CM ... THEY HAD ME RUSH TO THIS HOSPITAL CALLED CPMC IN SAN FRANCISO. THEY TOLD ME I HAD TO GET MY CERVIX STICHED UP SO MY BABY WOULDNT COME OUT SO I DID.. THEY LET ME GO HOME THE NEXT DAY I WAS ON BED REST FOR 2 WEEKS SO I CAN RECOVER... SO I WENT FOR MY CHEEK UP AND THEY LOOKED AT MY CERVIX THEY SAW IT WAS RIP OPEN AGAIN SO AGAIN I WAS RUSH TO CPMC TO HAVE A NEW STICHED IN AT 20 WEEKS THEN EVERYTHING WENT WELL I WAS THEIR FOR 2 MORE WEEKS THEY DIDNT LET ME GO HOME I WAS 22 WEEKS AND 4 DAYS WEN MY WATER BROKE..SO AT 3:55 MY BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY WAS BORN HE DIDNT MAKE IT.. =[[ WEN HE WAS COMING OUT I WAS ONLY AT 4 CM AND WHEN HE CAME OUT HE GOT A BIG BUMP ON HIS HEAD AND THE DR SAID HE COULDNT SAVE HIM CUZ HE HAD A BRAIN TUMER AND HIS LUNGS WERNT FULLY GROWN

BUT I KNOW GOD HAS PLANS AND MABYE IM 19 ALMOST 20 IMA TRY FOR AN OTHER BABY WELL IM ALREADY PREGNANT AGAIN AND THIS TIME I KNOW FOR SURE ILL HAVE MY BABY IN MY ARMS FOR AS LONE AS GOD WANTS IT TO BE AND I KNOW IN MY HEART THIS NEXT BABY WILL LIVE

** CRISTIAN DE JESUS TORRES JR BORN 2-2-12 @ 3:55 PM***